The Monkey Is Pissed...
Because he's been completely ignored for almost a month!
I am so thankful for everything I have and God's got my back...
But....
Dropped the jet ski trailer on my foot and broke my toe two weeks ago the ONE time I have been to the lake this summer. Hobbling around...
Still no job, but after FOUR months and an appeal I finally got unemployment. I will survive.
Still leery about spending ANY money so I'm driving around with no A/C in my truck. Windows work great though.
I'm having to mow back yard twice a week because of the excess water, BUT I have a rider and everyone is jealous it's so green. Well, they haven't said so, but I'm sure they are.
The ONE time I went to the lake, had to pay half of the annual rental.
Finally called and added the camper to my insurance this morning and also jet ski coverage. This should have been done last year. Someone might steal the jet ski's to show me that they are supposed to be moved more often and used more than the ONE time I've been to the lake.
Oh, I'm wrong. David and his friend went up one day. The weekend he told me had to work. They took BOTH ski's out. My new one without my permission. We're still going to have a talk about this later. I found this out and was angry the ONE weekend I went down there. Actually, my brother's girl friend went down with me and two friend's of David's. David had "attitude" the whole 24 hours he was there because he was tired. They left on Saturday after the guys got pissed because I wouldn't let them take both jet ski's out alone without David.
And to top it all. David is moving out this weekend to my ex's girlfriend's rental house. I'm very appreciative of this because he's getting a good deal and he'll be able to leave the place he's staying at with friends. Of course, Rooster is back and mentioned going to the lake. I want to go. I also want to be here when he hauls his bed out the door for the first time in his life.
I ALSO wanted to be on the other end when he puts his bed up somewhere else for the first time. BUT, he has told me no, because he's not sure who all is going to be there. Meaning his Dad and GF. His Dad and I have been apart for almost 9 years. I have no problem with it. Why does everyone else? She's met his FIRST wife, why not the SECOND? They are fixing it up really nice for him. Her daughter just moved out of it and got married and lives close by. They live close by to David. I live an hour and a half away. Mama Bear is sharpening her claws here. I have to keep my mouth shut for this momentous occasion and enjoy the moment with David. His first place. I'm excited for him. Seriously, I am. I just wish it was about an hour closer!
But....he did not join the Air Force. He is not in Korea or BF Egypt. I am thankful, truly thankful.
And this goes round and round in my head.....with background music..."I'll Be There"
















